Lines on a Clock in Chester Cathedral
When as a child, I laughed and wept,
Time crept.
When as a youth, I dreamt and talked,
Time walked.
When I became a full-grown man,
Time ran.
When older still I daily grew,
Time flew.
Soon I shall find on travelling on-
Time gone.
O Christ, wilt Thou have saved me then?
Amen.
Henry Twells (1823-1900)
Poem can be found in A Puffin Book of Verse (Puffin, 1953)
That is how I feel nowadays. We are already in the second quarter of the year. Am not doing too badly on my new year’s resolutions. Av started on some, some are yet to be done. My goal is to squeeze all of them in the first half of the year coz in the second half of the year there are just too many things to do,everybody is rushing to fulfill there plans and resolutions and funnily enough I may be part of that plan.
I was having second thoughts about coding but seems am back in it. Right in the eye of some Java ME code. I have some crazy deadline lakini as my good friend said ’2011 lazima’! There is soo much to do but I am also excited. This time I am stretching myself. I read this from another friend: “Attempt something large enough that failure is guaranteed…unless God steps in!”. And that is exactly the situation I am in. But I am surprisingly relaxed. I heard this TED talk by Elizabeth Gilbert the writer of Eat, Pray and Love. about the idea of Genius. Is some one really a genius or it’s a ‘spirit’ or ‘being’ that helps them achieve what they do. Well I do not agree wholly with the speaker but I do agree that many things I have achieved in this life have not been of my own strength. And that is why I look at God as my enabler, my genius. He enables me to do all this stuff that is considered great. That is the only way I see myself doing all the things ahead of me.
I kind of feel like Caleb in the Bible (ok not quite but you’ll get the point), he was 85 years old when the Israelites were entering the land of Canaan, the promised land. Now this land was promised to them by God but the catch was that they had to fight for it and drive off the people who were occupying the land (note to self: always read the fine print). Mind you those people were giants, remember the bunch of grapes that took two people to carry (and they were not Genetically modified), now that was their food. So anyways as people are discussing what land to take probably choosing the place of least resistance next to the river, and with the trees where they can rest in the shade, maybe even put a hammock. Caleb goes to Joshua (the leader at the time) and tells him ‘Give me the mountain’. Now the mountain is where those giants lived, moreover their cities were large and fortified. And Caleb tells Joshua that he is as strong today as he was when he first came to that land, kedo 45 years ago! But guess what we don’t remember the giants who occupied Hebron (ok apart from here) but we remember Caleb the son of Jephunneh (we even keep a record of his lineage) the one who took Hebron.
FYI I am starting a food blog, for recipes that take less than 30 mins to cook (for busy people), or stuff I’d like to try. Watch this space!
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